kp sun-shine clouds die
I think I’ll miss you forever, I can never forget
I don’t know what I’m doing anymore
naked cuddles are the most intimate lovely freeing thing you can do. you feel so connected, in every way. so peaceful. I could use some today .
I want a whole new life new horizons new people new opportunities new experiences new trips I want to start over I want a second chance what is this
discouraged, disappointed, and down right upset
I want to be able to talk to people and say things and mean things and not have every little thing I say analysed and judged and picked apart.
it doesn’t have to make sense to you it makes sense to me
let me talk let me breath let me think let me fuvking feel
for once just let me feel
2013 was good to me, I got better and worse and better and I’m here, with a smile on my face.
a real one, and this is the first time in certain about something
I’ll never be completely ok
and that’s ok
but I’m proud of how far I’ve come, even if it wasn’t alone
tell me what’s lovely
lopsided and shit,
I need sleep but my brains exploding oh
I want to read until the sun comes up but then I’ll want to die tomorrow
what even are we meant to do with life. Like inhale and exhale weird transparent matter, consume odd things to remain functioning in a body we don’t even understand and then turn into rotting corpses like what even is the purpose i don’t understand
if you think I’m weird you’re probably a prude
my cats a dick wanna know why
oh I’m at the top of my dash now?
why is that?
I feel like my boyfriend and I are drifting I don’t know if he still wants to be with me and all I wanna do is cry and drink I’m sorry ok
I wanna sleep, and I’m sorta tired but I also wanna watch rocky horror picture show so I’m just having troubles you know.. I just want my boyfriend to love me again .. he hates me lately so I’m sad and it hurts help